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These poems were submitted mostly by our visitors, some of them in Maltese.

They can be happy or sad, romantic or sweet.
Some may sweep you off your feet.
Writing them requires the muse.
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Poem To Malta from Canadian Lesbian

I want to return to a quite place
A place where I have been
where I felt I have "lived"
where I have loved
I want to return to a place that is calm
where the blue sky meets the soft sea
where the heat of the sun warms your body and soul
I want to return to a place where I found peace
where my heart felt complete
where I felt the comfort of faith
I want to return to my church
Malta


J. R. August 1999

 

BARREN

Embryonic dreams fill up my vacuum,
As childless, I walk towards the sun.
Remembrance and forgiveness I still cherish,
But the ache and pain will not be undone.

I took pleasure in being evil,
When young, I burnt the hearts of strangers,
Now I stand all alone and feeble,
Who will care for me when in danger?

Once, I remember, the dust of the centuries covered me,
And I writhed and crawled until I was set free,
The bones have been destroyed in my closet,
But that animal nature still lives inside me.

I request a voice in the dark,
Foreign and strange, I demand a sign,
Be it whisper or shout is irrelevant,
I just do not want my soul to die.

Nory

CREATION

What is creation?
Just soil and seas and a beating heart,
Decay and foreboding,
A recycling of strength.

You were my creation,
But now you have spread your wings;
I was your only consolation,
But your flame was put out by tears.

I am an icicle of emotions.
My wind blows strong and unmerciful,
My questions brink insanity,
And the harvest is burnt by my foe, the sun.

Lessons are often stupid soliloquies,
And triumph is a blatant fear of inferiority,
My sweetness is twisted in its complacency,
And forever now seems far too far.

What is commitment but a telltale sign,
Of maturity and regret seeping in,
And you run in the search for devotion,
Embracing adventures and yearning for thrills.

The years are a load on my shoulders,
And I yearn for my foetal bliss,
My desire is to swim, inundated,
In the security and warmth of the womb.

Nory

IL-BAĦAR

Il-baħar huwa seher
lI-mewġ għandu melodija
Fejn tista` tkun malinkonika
Fejn tista` teqirdek .

Fejn il-mewġ jista` jgorrok miegħu
Fejn kurrent jiehdok miegħu
Fejn inti lanqas biss toħom
Dak li ma tridx tagħmel tagħmlu .

Kos il-ħajja tagħna qisha baħar
Daqqa imqalleb u daqqa kalm
Daqqa l-kurrent jiġi kontrik
Jew ta` xi kultanat favurik

Id-dlam tal-baħar ibezzak
Il-fond isaħħrek
O baħar ta` niket ta` dwejjaq
O baħar ma rridx nereq fil-fond tiegħek .

Charles Caruana
14/1/96

A REASON FOR LIFE

I have walked for a long time now,
Crossed the bridge of reality,
Drunk the water from the river of mercy,
And eaten the forbidden fruit of love;
Through the forest of despair,
I met you my friend, and now we walk hand in hand,
United by a single goal, a forgotten promise,
A simple prayer lost in tradition.
So whilst ties constrain and feelings are repressed,
As human habit still dictates the rules,
We keep on walking, looking for the truth;
Some call us freaks, some call us fools,
But one day we know they will be proved wrong,
When nirvana beckons we will become like gods.

Nory

 

The Passing Storm

There is a sadness across the skies,
It looms over, I close my eyes.

I hold strong against the gloom.
There is warmth within the room.

The wind is strong, the rain falls hard,
I stand alert and keep my guard.

The storm is strong but I will keep,
There is no need for me to weep.

In the gloom I find a friend,
We bear the storm until its end.

The storm is passed, the spirits high.
All clouds dispersed, colours arch the sky.

Anthony - 01/03/99
Let It Out

I know I’m gay. Without a doubt.
I had to tell someone and let it all out.

It was hard, the hardest thing I have ever done.
But now my family and I, again we are one.

I have made new friends, very special to me,
Friends who have the same feelings as me.

We all are different in many ways
But people stereotype us because we are "gays".
We are all people, different in different ways.

Anthony
15/05/98

Untitled

l-enimma tal-ħajja poeżija
bħall-qamar filgħaxija
u d-dell fuq wiċċ
ek jixgħel
mal-laqta tar-raġġ
ħelu
li jmissek b'dawl fiddien
iwasslek biex tinduna

li l-qamar huwa jien.

Alec Toarp

 

The Way I'm Meant To Be

When I met You,
I never thought
How my life would be changed
In only few seconds.

When you talked to me,
I never thought
I would be so happy
Cos You were confiding in me.

When I Held You
I never thought
I would feel my stomach
As if I Have butterflies in it,
That made me feel so complete
And wanted time to freeze up.

When You slept in my arms,
There I realized and accepted
How much I love and care for You
More then a friend does.
Cos you were a girl too
And never thought I would ever love you
As I did and still do.

When I never saw you again
There I felt so empty
So useless living.
Craving for those moments
We were together.
Missed Your smile,
Your Smell,
Your look.
The way I used to feel,
When you were around.

When I met You,
I never thought
My life would be changed.
But my heart knew from the beginning,
And I never wanted to listen to it .
Until You left and there my mind,
Left all the principles,
I learnt through out my life.
That always told me,
Not to love a person of the same sex.
And i was going mad,
My eyes full of tears
Tears I do not regret.
Because loving and meeting you,
Was the best thing that happened to me,
Which made me,
Accept the way I'm meant to be.
From my beginning of living.
In this World.

Roberta Caruana
That’s me!

For all these years
I wore a mask
Hiding my true self
Afraid to express what I felt…

A strange feeling inside
Stranger than other feelings I had..
A feeling that I was different;
Different from other people I knew and faced
in everyday life.
People I loved and cared for
Those people who helped me get up
when I was out of hope and giving up
on everything I did in life.
When I was down and felt like dying,
they were there to stop me from crying
and blaming myself for whatever was going on.

After all those years I realized
that those people.. were… different from me.
Or rather, I was different from them!
Something was making me different
and creating a strange feeling inside of me
which I used to hide unconsciously
and living my life in a ‘normal’ way;
like other people do.

But as years went by, this feeling grew stronger
and was always on the back of my mind…
Day and night I was in doubt,
thinking about what this feeling might be..
Why did I have this feeling?
Wasn’t I the same person I used to be?

I cant believe why all this is happening..
I’m realizing that I’m not being me.
Finally, my doubts are over
And the truth sets me free.
But the question is..
How free am I?

Sometimes the truth cages me;
Doesn’t let me express what I really feel
‘coz I know that I’ll be rejected;
Not accepted for what I’ve become.

No!
What I had always been
But always hid, thinking I was the same..
That I was one of the crowd…
A crowd that teaches equality between people
And at the same time
rejects people who have different feelings than the majority.
What an irony this is!

I guess I’m not one of the majority anymore..
In fact , I never was… thought I was.
I made an effort to be one of them
But I’m not… I cant be!
I cant be something or someone I’m not..
No matter how hard I try!
The truth comes out sooner or later..
Might as well let go of it now.

I never lied…
Just didn’t express my feelings enough.
Didn’t want to lose the people I loved.
Scared that I would end up alone…
Lost in a world of people
who have the power to make you or break you.
I would risk a lot if I chose to tell the people I loved
what I felt when they’re near.

I would risk their friendship;
Something which is so dear to me…
One of the best gifts I was ever given
by the One who loved me the most,
and accepts me the way I am..
Accepts me when I play me role
and not when I act someone else’s part!
He’s my best friend… God!
He knows the true me and still remains my friend!
Still helps me and listens to me when I’m in desperate need
… of someone to keep me comfort in the most difficult times of my life.
If everybody was like Him,
What a better world it would be!

With Him, I can be myself
‘coz we have a friendship that has a lifetime guarantee.
Now that’s what I call true friendship!
If a true friend is one who loves you
and accepts you the way you really are,
so where are these friends?

Why do they promise to be with you
in good times and in bad times and then...
leave you when they realize that you’re not the same?
Are they afraid or confused of what I really am?
Are they thinking that I will cause problems by being me?
There weren’t any problems before they knew the other part of me
that was hidden for all these years, so why now?
What has changed, now that they knew the truth?

For me, nothing has changed ‘coz
I’m the same person I was before.
For them, everything, just ‘coz I’m not like them…
Just ‘coz I’m not acting the same way they do.
Aren’t we supposed to be unique?
So why all this fear?
Can’t they see that I have not changed,
even though I’ve told them what I really am?

I didn’t change… they did!
They changed their attitude towards me
And this put me down…
Made me sad, trying to hide myself from them
So they feel happy while I’m being hurt
‘coz I’m not loved and accepted anymore!

Why can’t they understand that it’s nothing?
Why can’t they accept me that way I am?
Do they want me to be like them?
Do they want me to feel the same way they do?
I’m sorry, this I can’t do,
‘coz that isn’t the way I am..
I’m not like them and I’ll never be
‘coz that’s the way I am…
That’s me!!

Vanessa Mifsud

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